Nami One Piece Robin X

The pull of existence

I recently read about to avoid emotional pain and trying it. Furthermore, I read in a book about a debate, which was suffering at all.

One said in the book: "suffering of hunger, according to what one has not."
Another was of the opinion: "The" runaway "by the suffering makes one man only spiritually strong."
A third party " Suffering is a sign of weakness "
And the last one participant expressed the view that "the love of God," suffer.

But what is it really suffering?
And we can avoid really handle it?
And what is suffering with us, if it "haunts us"?

A theme of our history, our evolution. Suffering is always been a constant companion in our lives.

For a more detailed discussion, I must begin again at the thought.
My own interpretation of an event is critical of how I experience a situation. It is true that thinking always only "after" occurs by an event in retrospect I According to my studies and assessment standards. Only then do I rename something as good or bad, pleasant or painful. Even if I am completely "clear" and deliberately wähne, an event I immediately roll over and pull me to my valued mind, make me "unconscious" - so that I have the link for the Great (my development and human development) from the eyes lose.

But even if I have understood by the intellect ago that an event is analyzed solely on the basis of my personal design and programming and evaluated, I am from this automatism not. As soon as life challenges me, I ask myself him - with all my instincts, reaction patterns and defense strategies, with my survival instinct, my territorial behavior and my hunger for life, with my faith, my longing and all my wishes, which I am trying to realize ... I let myself from life in the existence getting involved as a person. And I react as a human being. As a young man very spontaneous and perhaps rebellious, as a man of middle age with experience and vision, and as an old man with foresight.

means to be human suffering and pain feel like humans also enjoy and love means.


The more I see what I had, and I see the rest of what still remains was ( after me was the biggest part of my Anhaftungsmöglichkeiten already by other means "lost" come ) also let go, the better I can see why I "here" am. And also, that I still to "things" hold.

Some say that God lives through us, but for the life of me find anyone to whom I could ask myself over to ask what he wants to work through me. Others say we have to accomplish tasks, but I note that it does not matter what I do - someone always like it or not until right then. My third Again, it is all a coincidence and no one's cares, what on earth's going ...

But I mean, all that is right and all that is wrong. There are opinions, born of views, questions of taste and religious dogmas.

suffering and pain is only the separation from God (what or whoever it is ...)
refers to the separation of love, of acceptance.
And indeed, we are responsible for what we do but also for what we do and not even of what we learn from it or not. Pain is an indication to stop, to pause, what with the physical pain often works very well. But when it comes to mental pain is running ... We happily ever after in the deception and surprise us if they fix our ignorance of our condition then in other ways, perhaps as a disease in our body. What we do not want to see is to join us again in the way of forcing us from time to time in the knee and looks set us in the eye and says: "Stop, this is the wrong way, the wrong view. Look deeper! Let yourself calm in the maelstrom swirling around in life but then see what it has brought you. Learn from your experiences, be smart and alert. Numb out not to be unfeeling. Feel and feel what it will tell you! "

means development to work on ourselves, to understand the pain, ourselves to sift through the causes and go to things on the ground. For this you can now draw on all sorts of help. See the many books and the Internet.

What we make of it, then is the essence of our life that is as unique as our fingerprint. But can so we swirl around again and again in the maelstrom of our lives, and also with the knowledge that every event is to our knowledge, we must keep constantly looking to break out of the undertow and into the depths of our being for the answers look at the big questions of life.

The pull out our existence in our first painful depths of human life. But our
Understanding ensures that afterwards will only cause more profound look.

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NOW is the life

In all troubles and obstacles, particularly anger and grief, all the love and passion but remains always in life, if the confusion of emotion has subsided.
Life is but from the ER - life and not stop or look back at what once was. When I look not to the memories and the judge thought not send in the future, I have arrived in reality.

Recently I spoke with a friend about how I feel in life, if I do not more thoughtful (brood) and I'm not worried anymore, but let life come to me and only when an event is there so immediately. I am so bold in my "here and now - believe that I have asserted, not any thinking was normal. Please do not be shocked by this statement, but think (how ironic is this call now ...) once about what I say now: No animal in this world is thinking about, whether it is what gets to eat, but chasing after its prey if it finds in his field. Only we humans make us suffer from an imaginary fear of life.

Perhaps we should understand that the now and the simple life here without thinking is.

Sometimes I have the strong feeling that the man lost in his thoughts, lost in his ideas and fears and is no longer able to look straight through a window, without such action before a detour over the brain must make.

experience is what is in front of my nose, without interpreting it and dress up in my ideas into what I would like or what seems pleasant to me.

Yesterday I sat in the dentist chair to a "profound" Behandlung.Ich had a local anesthetic will also again asked for extra to wait until they work also ... :-) Sure, I was scared ... but then soon relaxed me and watched my bodily sensations during treatment. My anxiety disappeared completely and the end of the treatment I was so deeply relaxed that I could barely after driving. Noted in passing: I used to be a patient and did not fear the dentist regularly, but only when the pain was too much to bear. (Meanwhile, I have an intact (runderneuertes!) teeth ...)

Long story short:
The fear so often prevents us from the perception of life that We have forgotten how to live our lives
authentic.

on the dentist chair in the hands of the doctor I felt safe and secure, and I am glad that there are smart doctors, whom I can confide in me.

But actually I have entrusted myself to God long ago - that's the best I can do. For truly lifted I'm just with him.
All the rest is underground provision
karma.

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authenticity and ego

Even more was said of me, I would have a "strong ego." Every time it sounded to me like I had been convicted, and I waited for my execution ...
:-) What's wrong with that, to take themselves important and be careful that man / woman is not "across the table is pulled? Nothing is wrong with it.

This blog has been opened by me for spiritual reasons, and first I even thought I had something to tell other people "Clever of me," what they have to learn essential.

you, for me that I call "my readers" and as friends who accept me the way I am, you will have noticed that from the initial issues are not much left.
I am no longer in search of knowledge, wisdom, or the Awakening, as was once the case. My life has put me in front of different situations and I found it as a call with these things work around and somehow get along.

The thing I own is the most noticed was that each wave of life wash me up and down and I can come back with each wave, which I accept, I understand myself a little better, as well as the Behavior of others.

Life is the only one, if I am asked what is worth trying to understand, and it is the "only" what we have (for now). . .
Every person is as he is, and unlike other people with different genes, say, talents, inclinations, weaknesses and strengths equipped.

I, for my part found that it is not worth hating and actually not (individuals only) to love - for I wähne again and again as a train station, on the go, people come and and I the sole hustle and bustle can watch.

But what about the ego?
I think mine is no longer , or, rather, I find nothing, what I reject or eliminate or improve or change would have on me. Not because I was perfect - oh no - far from it. But because I have noticed that the acceptance of self is the only one that makes sense when you are open, honest look at himself and considered himself asks, "What I really want for yourself who am I and what am I doing here"
And funny enough - the more I accept myself with all my strengths and weaknesses, the sooner I can accept them all. And they tell me.

rejection makes weak - Adoption is strength.

hatred robs energy - bringing love energy.
In my eyes there is no so-called "ego". Because with the belief in an ego I would split off a part of me that belongs to me but, who, so this part bugs me, or perhaps may also interfere with other people, still belongs to me right now and is just part of my mentality.

My love of truth has driven many people away from me because they do not hear the truth, do not understand, could not or would not bear. But what's different, but the truth? If I feel bad because someone give me verbally in the face "beat" (of course not on purpose), why should I deceive him and me something and make the best of a bad job, and remains the underlying vulnerability there and eats away at me?
I prefer to speak openly and would like to clarify the situation so that the sting is removed from the relationship.
How many people I know well that tolerate the truth? A
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It is NOT a work of an ominous ego, if I have the desire to maintain friendly and nice handling, but the basis of interpersonal contact, which is based on friendship.

I love you all.

I still have a relationship with everything and everyone, but I may also decide to live this relationship or to suspend or forget

The ego is nothing more than the current state of a prevailing mentality.
It is a trait of us that can change at any time, for we are born now times in a body through which we are equipped with emotions and feelings.
And nothing is more volatile than an emotion.

So what should I deliberately seek to change me, I find anyway through the waves of life times and times above'm down or maybe even have the luck in the future myself drifting more to the quiet water to leave.

If I use these waves of my life as God has given me more than once accepting and ask: "Oops, there we go again. What is life (God) has once again ready to work for me? What I probably should learn this time? "I note with the time that I will indeed thrown back and forth, but in my core does not move from the spot.

Should it then once a while back really go quietly and slowly to me is perhaps more and more clear that I was not at all changed by the events that occurred.

only my surface, has not so many corners and edges, on which the waves could break even.

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Human election

far as I can remember was my thinking and actions determined by love.
Now it was not truly the case that I had grown up sheltered and cared for and had always love people around me, but I have loved, and that unconditional.
All that came into my life - only differently depending on its type, was loved by me and close to my heart. I loved my toys until they fell apart, all that appeared was received in my life and regarded as a treasure - which I gave away, remained in my memory as valuable, as well as the recipient. In my memory all that I experienced what was said, saved, and the faces of the people "were photographed inside" was. As the only remaining abstract things, such as mathematics and geometry, without reference to reality I have always an unsolvable puzzle.
For me much of what I start, the beginning of a relationship, especially in the encounters with people.

shows to live with this kind, I often say that I'm so in, other people often inaccessible reality. Perhaps rightly ...

But a person with the mentality of the attention paid to the acting out of short-lived satisfactions of consumer frenzy, dissatisfied provided in a partnership, in the "functioning" is where the job ever higher performances, he at any time but replaceable, has disappeared in the general conformity - such a man I will never be.

I saw more often, as this world of "me passes," how this world roars and rages, cars incessantly back and forth race, money and goods are moved back and forth, people exploited, used and be dropped, wellness and leisure "consumed" - a rush and bustle at the surface of being - no more time to enjoy experiences, to internalize impressions, let alone a relationship to build anything.

But now feel I, too, in my desire to want to escape my personal stress and the load of the demanded of me duties; feel that my attention to it is aimed to try to escape the everyday madness in which I hold myself but even caught - and note that these relationships are, let me hold on to these things and I with my self-mutilation unconditional love of tried and tested.

"Living in fast-paced ride in the fast lane of my needs, past raging in my own existence, which starts left and ignored in the illusion of lack of time to forget yourself. Bustling and cursing in a constant hurry, seeking to escape my own impression, missing the life, as I run faster on my own abyss.
And so I surrounded myself once again standing in front of me now and look at myself!

The demands of our fast paced world threatens to consume me, too.
I look at my life and I see myself at his mercy, without a single opportunity, this racing influence of the train forward quickly end, insane ideals of society, politics and business as an individual to positively.

The decision mitzurennen or stand still in this eternal endurance, which brings out my personal exhaustion to fainting or Trample the following masses no human results, seems to me only as a choice between two different ways in which way I my NOR healthy organism may cause damage.

The only sensible choice that remains for me, is this race with myself and this kind of life to give up and take my personal failure into account. I still Therefore, only for me to decide for myself - I do not even give up and to get the depth of my existence. No longer like a plane on the surface of my own life away to race and just musing to look deeply with the thought: "Oh, look at this, how beautiful it looks like down there ... how much I want to be there ...! recognize

So I stop in this long race of the increase in the profit figures of global madness and give me a "poor loser", thereby losing my "face" and any recognition as a "service provider", and disappoint all the others,
to me own self be true to stay ...

.. is the only way I win back my being.